Tq Kar n Eeza!

Ok, Im not sure why am I sharing this with all of u.

Maybe because lately Im being too sensitive and easily touched. Haha.

So jgn buat apa2 sweet for this few days nnti I terus make it one blog entry.

My friends knew that the last thing I ever wanted is spending my weekend in KL.

Unless we have better plans than me going back hometown. Mcm buat kek batik and masak for berbuka. Haha

I realized everytime I was in KL on the weekend, theyll make sure that Im ok.

Auuww.. (auwww kan??)

And last weekend, I was in KL with my sisters.

On that Saturday afternoon, Eeza called and wanting me to join her with Milo to Pasar Ramadhan.

And the very early of Sunday morning, Kar called, inviting me shopping Raya Raya with Julia too.

Ok, isnt that sweet???

Yup. it is.

Thanks girls!!!

Love Love

with Eeza

with Kar n Mek

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Pasar Ramadhan

Today I went to Pasar Ramadhan. Ok, actually setiap hari. Hehe.

Tapi today jauh sikit sampai ke Putrajaya.

And I notice that many bring cameras and snap pictures like Pasar Rmadhan tu satu hari sahaja. But Im kinda amaze on how people nowadays are so obsess in taking pictures.

I wish I have the skills too.

Tried but no I dont.

So..no pictures in this entry of Pasar Ramadhan.

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Abg Manan!

Dont ask me exactly who Abg Manan is, because all I know is he's Aza's officemates, loves photographing, has largest cameras Ive ever seen and married with 2 kids. And whenever Aza was unable to meet us for lunch, her reason would be 'Ada discussion dgn Abg Manan.' or 'Nak pi shopping dgn anak2 Abg Manan.' Ok.

Usually I wont put someone's name as my entry title unless u're my friends at heart. But since all these pictures are Abg Manan's, and so.. err.. it's..

'Abg Manan!'

Surprisingly, i lovee all these model-cannotbe pics.

When one crap idea popped in my head..

Me : Aza, let's try your mannequin pose. U as the mannequin, so pi blakang cermin tu.

Aza : Ok. Cool.Boring.

But later.. me and Karina came up with stupidest idea..

(sometimes I do think, are we really 25?)And we got this..

Tried dozen times to buat2 muka like takut ada hantu kat belakang. We thought it was easy, but hell no. When all in front line berjaya dgn the takut expression, kt blakang pulak wasnt ready. So none were perfect. Haha. But Zai, u were grrreat!
We blew off the imaginary candles on Aza's birthday cake.
Thank God, we still manage to act our age.
And you really think it's easy to make that heart shape thing?
Not really people, coz we took nearly 5 mins to teach Kar how to do it.
Whenever people ask me how's Aza's day, I dunno how to say it in words. So I upload the pics here. But a word to describe it is HAPPY!! Thanks for the pics (especially yg candid saya ni wpun mcm mama juwie, saya suka juga), and really, pictures speak thounsand words!

And thanks girls, for the perfect heart shape we had.
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Mengapa Mencari Yang Sempurna?

I know this entry will make u wondering what has happened to me lately. I dont know. Because I realized something changed in me. HAHAHA ok. cut the crap.

Anyway, wanna share with all of u an email I got from Nisa that actually made my day. Sebab.. apa eh.. sebab.. haaa... sweet and made me think. hehe. So here it goes..

WANITA: MENURUT KAMU, SAYA INI SIAPA?

LELAKI: (BERFIKIR SEJENAK, LALU MENATAP WANITA DENGAN PASTI) KAMU, TULANG RUSUKKU! KERANA ALLAH MELIHAT BAHAWA ADAM KESEPIAN.. SAAT ADAM SEDANG LENA TIDUR, ALLAH MENGAMBIL RUSUK ADAM DAN MENCIPTAKAN HAWA.

SEMUA LELAKI MENCARI TULANG RUSUKNYA YANG HILANG DAN SAAT MENEMUKAN WANITA UNTUKNYA, TIDAK LAGI MERASAKAN SAKIT DI HATINYA....

SETELAH BERKAHWIN, PASANGAN ITU MENGALAMI MASA YANG INDAH DAN MANIS UNTUK SEMENTARA. SETELAH ITU, PASANGAN MUDA INI MULAI TENGGELAM DALAM KESIBUKAN MASING-MASING DAN KELELAHAN HIDUP YANG ADA .

HIDUP MEREKA MENJADI MEMBOSANKAN... KENYATAAN HIDUP YANG KEJAM MEMBUAT MEREKA MULAI MENYISIHKAN IMPIAN DAN CINTA SATU SAMA LAIN.. MEREKA MULAI BERTENGKAR DAN PERTENGKARAN ITU MULAI MENJADI SEMAKIN PANAS...

PADA SUATU HARI PADA AKHIR SEBUAH PERTENGKARAN WANITA LARI KELUAR RUMAH. SAAT TIBA DI SEBERANG JALAN, DIA BERTERIAK 'KAMU TIDAK CINTAKAN SAYA LAGI!!!'.

LELAKI SANGAT MEMBENCI KETIDAKDEWASAAN WANITA DAN SECARA SPONTAN JUGA BERTERIAK 'SAYA MENYESALI PERKAHWINAN INI! KAMU, TERNYATA BUKAN TULANG RUSUKKU!!!'

TIBA-TIBA WANITA TERDIAM, DAN BERDIRI KAKU UNTUK BEBERAPA SAAT. LELAKI MENYESALI AKAN APA YANG SUDAH DIA LAFAZKAN, TETAPI SEPERTI AIR YANG TELAH TERTUMPAH TIDAK MUNGKIN UNTUK DICEDUK KEMBALI. DENGAN BERLINANG AIR MATA, WANITA KEMBALI KE RUMAH DAN MENGAMBIL BARANG-BARANGNYA, BERTEKAD UNTUK BERPISAH.

'KALAU SAYA BUKAN TULANG RUSUKMU, BIARKAN SAYA PERGI. BIARKAN KITA BERPISAH DAN MENCARI PASANGAN SEJATI MASING-MASING' .

LIMA TAHUN BERLALU.

LELAKI MASIH BELUM LAGI BERKAHWIN, TETAPI BERUSAHA MENCARI KHABAR AKAN KEHIDUPAN WANITA. WANITA PERNAH KE LUAR NEGERI TETAPI SUDAH KEMBALI. DIA PERNAH BERKAHWIN DENGAN SEORANG ASING DAN BERCERAI. LELAKI AGAK KECEWA BILA MENGETAHUI WANITA TIDAK MENUNGGU SEPERTINYA.

DAN DI TENGAH MALAM YANG SUNYI, DIA MEMINUM KOPINYA DAN MERASAKAN SAKIT DI HATINYA. TETAPI LELAKI TIDAK SANGGUP MENGAKUI BAHAWA DIA MERINDUKAN WANITA. SUATU HARI, MEREKA AKHIRNYA BERTEMU KEMBALI. DI AIRPORT, TEMPAT DI MANA BANYAK TERJADI PERTEMUAN DAN PERPISAHAN, MEREKA DIPISAHKAN HANYA OLEH SEBUAH DINDING PEMBATAS.

LELAKI: APA KHABAR?

WANITA: BAIK..... KAMU SUDAH MENEMUI TULANG RUSUKMU YANG HILANG?

LELAKI: BELUM.

WANITA: SAYA AKAN TERBANG KE NEW YORK DENGAN PENERBANGAN BERIKUT.

LELAKI: SAYA AKAN KEMBALI 2 MINGGU LAGI. TELEFON SAYA KALAU KAMU BERKESEMPATAN. KAMU TAHU NOMBOR TELEPON SAYA KAN ? TIDAK ADA YANG BERUBAH.

WANITA TERSENYUM MANIS, BERLALU DI HUJUNG LAFAZ 'SELAMAT TINGGAL..'

SATU MINGGU KEMUDIAN, LELAKI MENERIMA KHABAR WANITA ADALAH SALAH SEORANG KORBAN MENARA WTC...

MALAM ITU, SEKALI LAGI, LELAKI MENEGUK KOPINYA DAN KEMBALI MERASAKAN SAKIT DIHATINYA. AKHIRNYA DIA SEDAR BAHWA SAKIT ITU ADALAH KERANA WANITA,TULANG RUSUKNYA SENDIRI YANG TELAH DENGAN BODOHNYA DIA PATAHKAN.

KITA MENEMPIASKAN 99% KEMARAHAN WALAU KEPADA ORANG YANG PALING KITA CINTAI. DAN AKIBATNYA ADALAH PENYESALAN. SERINGKALI PENYESALAN ITU DATANG DI KEMUDIANNYA, AKIBATNYA SETELAH KITA MENYEDARI KESALAHAN KITA, SEMUA SUDAH TERLAMBAT...

KERANA ITU, JAGALAH DAN SAYANGILAH ORANG YANG DICINTAI DENGAN SEPENUH HATI...

SEBELUM MENGUCAPKAN SESUATU BERFIKIRLAH DAHULU, APAKAH KATA-KATA YANG KAU UCAPKAN AKAN MENYAKITI ORANG YANG DICINTAI, KIRA MERASAKAN AKAN MENYAKITINYA, SEBAIKNYA JANGAN PERNAH DILAFAZKAN.

KERANA SEMAKIN BESAR RISIKO UNTUK KEHILANGAN ORANG YANG DICINTAI.

JADI BERFIKIRLAH, APAKAH KATA-KATA YANG AKAN DILAFAZKAN SEBANDING DENGAN AKIBAT YANG AKAN DITERIMA

TAK PERLU RUMAHTANGGA SEINDAH NABI ADAM,JIKA TIDAK PANDAI MENGHARGAI HAWA,

TAK PERLU MENCARI TEMAN SECANTIK BALQIS, JIKA DIRI TAK SEINDAH NABI SULAIMAN,

MENGAPA MENGHARAP TEMAN SETAMPAN NABI YUSUF,JIKA KASIH TAK SETULUS ZULAIKHA,

TAK PERLU DIRI MENJADI SETEGUH NABI IBRAHIM, JIKA TAK SEKUAT HAJAR, MENGAPA DIDAMBA TEMAN HIDUP SE-ISTIMEWA SITI KHADIJAH, JIKA DIRI TAK SE-SEMPURNA RASULULLAH S.A.W

Anyway,

Selamat Berpuasa To All Muslims.

and Selamat Berbuka too. Hehe

(Kuih bangkit, tart nenas and air kosong. Nyum Nyum)

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Aza's Engagement

Aza started off by leaving a note on his car with her phone number. (Aza, dont kill me for this) Luckily, he called back and since then, they are the sweetest couple (wtf. come on Dina. Pls continue typing.) in UitM. And last weekend, on her birthday, they got engaged, finally. Hahaha.
Aza n Hazree, congratulations on your engagement!

Oh, rileks..rileks..Porche (is the spelling correct?) ni bukan hantaran from Hazree. Hazree bg semua dalam dulang. Hehe. This is K.Shima's. Kami semua yang jakun terus nak pose at her car.

So to all yg tak pernah tgk me driving, exclusively, Dina in a white Porche. All this while, Ive been dreaming of white Proton Savvy, that day, my dream almost come true, I tried a WHITE Porche instead. haha

To Kak Shima, thank you v much. Remember, STRATEGY! HAHA

To Aza-Si-Tunangan-Orang (ahahah), congratulations again n happy birthday!

Mak ckp : Aik Dina.. every weekend pun asyik pergi wedding/engagement kawan je?
Me : Itu la. Hehe. (That's all. Tak tahu nak ckp apa lagi?)

Dalam hati, Mak should see my wedding list. hehe

Oct 2009 : Hilman & Misya, Dewi, Hied.

Jan 2010 : Ateh & Abul

Mar 2010 : Aza & Hazree

Apr 2010 : Karina & Syed

If I miss anyone's important date, sorry ya. Do let me know.

(If Im invited lah hehe)

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A Shoulder To Cry On

Saras (S) and Farhana (F) are quite worried that I dont know Eminem's latest song. They said that Im moving backwards as the last I remember was Slim Shady and not We Made U. Haha
Everyone loves Lady Gaga but I was like err...Poker Face was a bit annoying at times. Because I end up counting how many 'Po' repeated in that song. Surprisingly, S n F tried to count the 'Po' too. We concluded there are 11 Pos. Sorry girls that I disclose this.

Sometimes I hate to know that Im still on Debbie Gibson, Cyndi Lauper, NKOTB 's (and other 80's) songs.

Actually I just wanna share with all of u my song of the day. It's 'A Shoulder To Cry On' by Tommy Page. (Yes, Page's song on my page) N dedicate this to all my close friends, (u know who u are, owh including Hani n Nurin too, ok jgn geli n yucks pls.. tonite akak mcm homesick nak balik!!) every lines of the lyrics r for u all.. Sob sob isk..isk..

A Shoulder To Cry On

Life is full of lots of up and downs,

And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,

And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings takeyou down,

It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,

When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,

But you might feel better if you let me walk with you by your side,

And when you need a shoulder to cry on,

When you need a friend to rely on,

When the whole world is gone,

You won't be alone,

cause I'll be there,

I'll be your shoulder to cry on,

I'll be there,

I'll be a friend to rely on,

When the whole world is gone,

you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.

All of the times when everything is wrong

And you're feeling like

There's no use going on

You can't give it up

I hope you work it out and carry on

Side by side,

With you till the end

I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand

no matter what is said or doneour love will always continue on

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on

everyone needs a friend to rely on

When the whole world is gone

you won't be alone cause I'll be there

I'll be your shoulder to cry on

I'll be there

I'll be the one you rely on

when the whole world's gone

you won't be alone

cause I'll be there

And when the whole world is gone

You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....

(P/s : If only MJ is still alive, Im dedicating this to him too =) )

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Nisa's Day

Last Friday wasn’t like any other normal Friday. I reached 18th floor and everyone was staring, I knew.
As early as 8.30 am, I got ‘Merah kak?’ An hour after that ‘Ada kerja kawen ke?’ then ‘You jadi pengapit ker?’ ‘Wah..nanti org confuse siapa nak nikah ni.’ Things were getting worse everytime I walked with Farhana to 4th floor. I think I knew why...
On a casual Friday, when everyone was wearing t-shirts and pants, we were on a shocking pink and black kebaya with shining brooches. Ok.

We were not into that kind of attention wokayy. We were in those for our NISA yang bernikah di petang Friday yg aman damai itu! Puan Nisa, CONGRATULATIONS!
And these 3 hot ladies began the journey to Seremban immediately after work. Oh yup, not forgetting Sashi! Thanks ya for showing us the way n informed us that no road blocks on highway and to take the ticket first for the Plus highway and pay on the exit. Hahaha

We stucked in traffic jam for hours..

So Saras couldn’t do anything but continue driving..
Farhana with her camera..
And me kira cash collected for Nisa ..

So here are the pictures at Nisa's, dgn pelamin cantik2, food yg sgt nyummy.

Pelamin nikah..

Nisa and Boboy (eh, boleh ke aku pun panggil boboy? is that ok with u? hehe) CONGRATULATIONS again.

Nisa, we really really miss u!!

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=(

Unlike my previous entries, this one will be my emotional crap. Take note the word before crap there.
Sorry, after weeks not updating, uve to bear with this kind of updates.

Hmm...

Ok, suddenly I decided not to tell the whole story.
Just wanna let u all know that a thing bothers me.
Unhappy.
I realize that Im not a good friend/friend to anyone.
I neither listen nor respond.
I have a feeling like everyone hates me.

Im too blur and too psycho for u to call me friend/friend.

P/s : Ill be back when Im happy. I cant even type ‘Hahaha’.

Having my own sweet time with an aloevera mask. Sick.

Bye people.

xoxo