The Show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time

It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show

P/s : True friends, thankss a zillion as Im enjoying the show as well. =)
xoxo

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Whenever I had insomnia..

Last Wednesday when I told my father that Im going back to hometown this weekend (again), he was like 'What? No, have fun in KL, go out with your friends (Get a life!).' I replied 'Ok.' (which actually not ok.)

I had insomnia that night. haha I couldn't sleep so I browsed the latest pictures of Najib and the (not really) angels err.. ok, daughters. This was after we celebrated little Nurin's birthday, with 5 slices of cakes and a surprise present (from me), a packet of (diet) soya that she wanted it so much. Im a sweet sister, I know. Aaauuuww...

The 5 slices which at first we thought they were enough for all of us. haha

Dont be surprise, we wear all kinds of shower caps and wigs at home. =P When we wanted to take another picture that require more actions, (as usual) mommy said 'Ok, bye.'


Dont mess with us.

Goodnight all. Go away insomnia.

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Friends Again

At first I had this thing in mind to jot down here but the moment my fingers were on the laptop's keyboard, Titanic’s theme song was on air and everything turns into iceberg. HaHa
Ok now I should shut my mouth up.
(Shit, this iceberg song still tak habis-habis ni.)

[Waiting for the song to finish. I still hate the ending. Leonardo shouldnt die. Kate should.]

Ok at last, habis pun. And so the iceberg melted. So...

This update has nothing to do with Nur Kasih or my grey eyes.
But it’s about me reminding myself not to hate anyone. I decided to forgive and forget and end up happy.
So this is how my-not-to-hate-anyone-story goes..

This happened when this fren annoyingly told me that my shirt is too small for me, which I don’t think so and later I was mad. How could someone say that to someone innocent? (ehem)

After that, I hate seeing this fren of mine in the office. Hoping that this fren is on leave forever. Uncomfortable.
When this fren online and hello me, Ill take out the cable from my laptop. Haha (everyone is emotional)
Yup, uncomfortable.
I did all the reports photocopying during lunch hour when the office is empty as this fren’s table is opposite that machine. Very uncomfortable.
When this fren wanted to join me for lunch, I said no.
This fren texted me, Ill switch off my phone. Like.. err.. 2 minutes. Haha.

I was so mean. I know. As time goes by, this fren didn’t text me anymore. This fren was outstation most of the time. This fren online but ignored me. During the annual dinner this friend ignored me.
Jadi saya yg hati tissue ini and terpaksa put away the ego-s wpun this fren’s mistake, and dalam hati ‘Hoi kerek ok. Fine. I’ll Hie you first, sombong giler punya giler’. IHY.

So I Hie-d this fren. This fren hie-d me back. N now we’re frens again.
And Im happy.
Ok, i know, weird n emotional. But Im happy we’re frens again.

kosong-kosong ok.

Moral of the story : Put away the ego-s as long as u're happy n comfortable. So saya boleh photostate report bila bila masa saya suka. Yeay. Hehe.

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